Theres a ledge outside my wind

Theres a ledge outside my window
And I wonder if I sit on it
Would Iscare myself falling
And never hit the concrete?
Staring into the dark midnight sky
I wonder if I'm left alone
What would they say
Finding my body in this room?
Would they gasp and turn thier heads away?
Or simply stare in shock?
Would they cry for me on my funeral day?
Even when they're 100s of miles away?
Would you ever learn to love again
Or regret the things you say?
Would you ever smile again
When little sister passes away?

My window barely opens 6 inches
So theres no fear
Living so high up
Probably a different story
Its been so long
Since my eyes have been so wet
Simply of out fear of myself
That even you can't stop me
From feeling like this
I have no scars on my body
No cuts or buises to claim
Not a single scratch to be named
Because I'm so afraid that if I do
You'll all point and stare
And wonder how I could do a thing
That makes you all so scared.

Theres a ledge outside my window
And I wonder if I sit on it
Would I scare myself falling
And never hit the concerte?