Active Watchers?

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And I don't mean the people that see this and are like "oh yeah, I am."
I mean who actually looks at the stuff I post?

I've been thinking about it and....
I might just give up drawing.

I like it but I've been losing my drive to draw for the past year or so and I don't enjoy it as much.
But the only reason I really like to draw is to show people that I can draw so that they might actually like what I do so if no one looks at it I feel like, okay, what's the point?
I don't have personal art cause I can't draw when I'm mad or upset. Rather I just want to burn my art.... all of it. Every single thing I have ever done in my life and I just want to throw it out a window.
I don't have personal art cause I find no joy in it. I like drawing for others cause I don't deserve art for myself.

As of late, I've been feeling like the most ignored person in the world and just blown off by everyone, online and offline, so I want to know how many active watchers I actually have. It could be just me angsting... ether way.... I've been considering it for awhile.

So.... Who are my active watchers and actually give a fuck?
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yukimi8's avatar
aww im sorry u feel that way, ur art deserves to b put out there and appreciated because it is amazing and fun, especially the kandi bracelets and necklaces :3. i love ur art and look at it all (but sometimes i dont look at it for a while bc im busy or im too afraid to go through all my mail cuz i have so much XP). but u shouldnt give up drawing, because it is a wonderful thing that is like putting out ur soul on paper :)
i cant speak for others but i will always appreciate ur art as long as its still around <3